Saturday, 19 May 2018

30 Day Writing Challenge - Day Nineteen

"Discuss your first love."

This is something I don't really want to do but I will. My first love was a guy name Andrew. We called him Red because he is a red head. We started dating when I was 14 years old and broke up three weeks shy of our two year anniversary. He told me he wanted to be like his parents and marry his high school sweet heart. I was young and naive and believed that we were going to have one of those fairy tale love stories of couples who married their first loves and be together forever. I loved him and his family. I was so happy. I even lost my virginity to Andrew. I thought everything was perfect but eventually Andrew got bored of me and one night at a party I caught him biting and kissing the neck of our friend. I was devastated. He kept telling me that kissing another woman on the neck doesnt count as cheating and begged me not to leave him. Stupidly I stayed but then he was very cold and distance in the relationship. I knew he wanted to sleep with other women and gave me two weeks to try and convince him not to end the relationship. After one day, my mum made me realise that he was just going to use me for sex and still break up with me and she convinced to get out of the relationship. I broke up with him via a text message whilst he was at work and it was one of the most painful things I've ever done. I loved him so much.

Two months after we broke up, Andrew tried getting back together with me at my 17th birthday but by then the pain was gone and my love for him had died. He held me in his arms the way he used to and I felt nothing. He told me that he missed me and I told him that I was happier without him. It was the closure I needed. We remained friends for a few years until I finished high school at 18 and moved an hour away with my new boyfriend. We're Facebook friends but never talk. If I ever get back to Australia for visit we might see each other if I catch up with old friends but who knows for sure?

Glad this topic is over with now.
Until next time,
Alli xo
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