Saturday, 24 March 2018

I'm sorry.

To anyone and everyone who reads this blog, I want to apologise. The content I have been producing lately has been below acceptable. Especially my last post. Giving myself permission to treat my body the way I have been is disgraceful and I'm not only angry but also disappointed with myself.

I don't know what happened to me. Well I
do, I've been suffering with Post-natal Depression and I have never felt so not myself before. I was ready to let myself give up on myself but then I took this selfie of myself with Flynn and seeing the way he is looking at me in gave me a little kick in the heart. He is looking up to me with such love and I feel like I've already failed him. So's time to work on myself. I've challenged Jordan to do a Zumba workout with me tomorrow. I have the DVDs but always felt to afraid to do them in our first floor flat. I'm hoping Jordan doing it with me will provide us with enough laughs that my nerves will disappear.

I need to change and I need to stop giving up on myself. For my kids. Damn it I need to do this!

Until next time,
Alli xo


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